hey, my name is Joplin. i live in the USA and i suffer from many things. this is my blog to vent... i dont care if i have 2 followers or 2 million, it just helps me know that someone is listening. and im here to listen to you, my ask box is always open.
anyways, i suffer from anorexia, bulimia, depression, paranoia, anxiety, stress, and panic attacks.
feel free to contact me at my email if you need anything private. joplin.rain@live.com
| Me half the time: | I just want to cuddle up with you and watch cute movies and look into your eyes and tell you I love you and kiss you lots and then fall asleep in your arms. |
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| Me half of the time: | I just want to rip off your clothes and get pushed against the wall with my arms pinned up and make out and push you onto your bed and we can fuck the shit out of each other, ok. |
i told you to be paitent, i told you to be fine. i told you to be balanced, i told you to be kind.now all your love is wasted, then who the hell am i? now im breakin at the britches, at the end of all your lies. who will love you? who will fight? who will fall far behind? c’mon skinny love…
new outfit and heels.
no more dreads.
good news, 1 pound away from my lowest weight. bad news, got so nervous i was gunna fuck it up and picked at my lips like no other. oh well, fuck it.
i droped weight like a mother fucker at the begining. like 4 pounds a day.. yeah. so now when i see i lost .5 pounds, it upsets me, then i loose faith. fuck, come off quicker, fat. :(
thank you! :)
